I feel we all owe Husserl, at least -- anyone who takes phenomenology seriously. He was treated poorly by the philosophical community for unjust reasons. But my God, I'm going to say, I have a hard time reading him. lol. I love everyone inspired by Husserl, other than Heidegger. I owe Husserl a read. But daaaaaamn I don't know what it is but I just tone out reading him. I think it's both what I'm interpreting as seeming like it's just obviously false on so many frontiers, and that he treats it all like it's obviously true. I think it must be the sort of description of the mind that a scientist would give, a more particular phenomenology than how it is presented -- because I don't believe there *is* a science of science, much less a science of consciousness, and then Husserl goes off the deep end, so it seems, in Ideas (though, of course, there are interpreters who go a different direction with him too. . . ) Soooo.... it's like I'm reading him to ...
For about 10 years now I've known that I'm diagnosed with depression. Upon going to therapy and receiving psychiatric treatment with the therapy I've come to terms with the fact that this will be a lifelong condition. One of the things that has always helped me cope with my depression, even before I knew that I had it, is writing what I feel. Poetry has always been easier to write in this way but I want to write a description of depression which ought not be read as universal or necessary. I'd prefer to say that it's phenomenological, in its own way. But I want to write it because I know that one of the feelings of depression is feeling like you are alone, and that this is a scary emotion which I've felt -- and as I said I find it therapeutic to write my feelings. Upon naming it and coming to understand which feelings and behaviors I have that are associated with depression it's not so bad -- it's just the thing that I get to deal with. Most people have...
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